Sustained by His Body and Blood: A Journey of Faith and Healing

As we celebrate the Feast of Corpus Christi, I want to share how my deep faith in a loving God and my devotion to the Eucharist sustained me during the most difficult phase of my life.

I was diagnosed with gynecological problems, which led to two surgical procedures—one minor and one major. God gave me ample time to prepare myself physically, psychologically, financially, and most of all, spiritually. The power of prayer, letting go, and letting God—being humble enough to surrender everything to a powerful God—was deeply meaningful during this time.

During my hospitalization, I was blessed to be confined in a private hospital run by religious sisters, so I did not miss receiving the Body of Christ daily. Another blessing was having a first cousin-in-law who is a Eucharistic Minister in our parish, allowing me to receive the Eucharist every Sunday until I was well enough to attend Mass physically.

Receiving the Body of Christ sustained me during this period of rest and recuperation. It strengthened me to read three dissertations and three theses for final defense. Just two days after my hospital discharge, I found myself reviewing their manuscripts, writing comments and suggestions for improvement.

In the midst of pain, I was still able to fulfill my responsibility as a member of the Research Committee by attending their final defenses online. Seeing the students on stage during the hooding and graduation ceremony made my heart leap with joy. I looked up to the heavens and offered my endless gratitude to God—for blessing the efforts of these students and for giving me the good health to do my part in the completion of their degrees.

This, to me, is life-giving—paying forward the gift of wholeness. I am sharing the generosity I received from God by being generous with my time and talent.

I was also able to read and evaluate outputs submitted by my students in our Learning Management System during the midterm period. By God’s grace, I submitted their grades to the faculty member who handled my classes in my absence.

Alongside these tasks, I continued to fulfill my role as Director of the St. Clement’s Pastoral Care and Counseling Ministry by managing our Facebook page, where clients request appointments. Just yesterday, I conducted an online counseling session with a client. This ministry always brings me joy and a deep sense of fulfillment.

Because Christ in the Eucharist offered His life so we may live, I see myself as His instrument of healing and recovery for those who are broken. Because Jesus gifted me with a second life, I am inspired to give life to others—to journey with them toward wholeness and joy. Everyone deserves to live a joyful and purposeful life.

I am deeply grateful to God for guiding me in making decisions about my health. I also thank my workplace for being so supportive during my two-month leave from teaching and other responsibilities. My colleagues took over my classes and workload. I am especially grateful to my medical team—most especially my loving OB-Gyne—my family, close friends, and all the beautiful and kind souls who stood by me during this challenging chapter of my life.

I am slowly but surely returning to my usual routine. I am back at work at my university because God sustained me and granted me a second life. My medical condition taught me powerful lessons about self-care, letting go, setting priorities and boundaries, the power of prayer, deep faith in God and Mama Mary, and not taking things personally. Most of all, it taught me to hold on to God’s faithfulness, which is powerfully manifested in the Holy Eucharist.

May we always make Christ the center of our lives and attend Sunday Mass regularly. And as a result, may we always find joy in sharing ourselves with others, even when life is not easy or comfortable. There is true bliss in giving life to others.