IN HUMILITY

August 13, 2023 – 19th Sunday in Ordinary Time

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A rabbi was once asked: Rabbi, how come God is not anymore talking to His people? Unlike before when God, who spoke to Abraham, Moses, Jeremiah and the prophets, why is it He no longer speak to His people? As if in pain, the rabbi shook his head and replied: Son, it is not that God is no longer speaking to His people. It is rather that no one these days can stoop down low enough to listen to Him. No one…can stoop down low enough… to listen to Him.

If we really come to think of this, especially in our moments when the Lord seems absent or distant, perhaps it is not the Lord but ourselves who has the problem. Perhaps we become too preoccupied with our dreams and ambitions that we cannot anymore sense His presence with us. Perhaps we become more worried with our need, plans, and concerns that we cannot anymore listen to Him speaking. Somehow we are standing too high in our towers and skyscrapers or too far in our highways that He cannot anymore reach us, speak to us and being with us.  Somehow we cannot anymore stoop down low enough to listen to Him.

In our gospel today, we come to hear how Jesus rescued his disciples from their crisis-situation. To save them from the storm and to assure them of His protection and help, Jesus made Himself known to them and said: Get hold of yourself. It is I. Do not be afraid. Clearly Jesus is with them always and will never leave them, even amidst the strong stormy winds and their panic.  However, despite Jesus’ assurance of His presence and assistance, the disciples are more concerned of themselves – their concerns and needs, their hopes and struggles, instead of trusting and having faith in Jesus. They trusted more themselves than in Jesus.

This is clearly shown by Peter. When Jesus stated His Presence in their midst, Peter tested the Lord first by giving him conditions or requirements to fulfill: Lord, if it is really you, tell me to come to you across the water. At that time He did not need the Lord’s help or presence. He is more concerned with probing whether it is really the Lord or not, and testing the Lord to make him do the impossible like walking on the water. It was only when he admitted his helplessness and vulnerability that Peter finally recognized the Lord and prayed: Lord, save me.

In one way or another, we may become like Peter and the disciples. Although we may have claimed to have followed and loved the Lord, normally we are instead more preoccupied with ourselves than believing and trusting more in Him. Usually when the going gets tough in life, when we find ourselves amidst the storms of life, or when we find Jesus seems to be asleep or absent in life, we react with terror and panic as well as doubt and unbelief, instead of deep faith in Him, who never abandons us whatever it takes. In other words, we only need Him when we want Him and we want Him in, not in His but in our own terms. We prefer to be left on our own, not to be disturbed and challenged by the Lord. We rather be far distant and detached from Him, attentive more with our noisy concerns and preoccupations that we cannot anymore hear Him speaking to us and we, listening to His voice.

Perhaps sometimes we need to humbly experience and admit our weaknesses, limitations and hopelessness in order for us to see and realize the very importance of us being with Christ. Like Peter, for us to hear His voice and listen again to the Lord, and be conscious and realize His steadfast presence and love for us, at times we need to stoop down and find ourselves drowning by our helplessness and vulnerability. Like Peter, we need to realize once in a while that without Jesus, we are no one or nothing at all.

Yes, the Lord is always with us. He is not watching us from a distance. But rather, we are distant from Him. He is always nearby present ever ready to help us all the time. Even amidst the storms of life, the Lord is involved with everything that happens in our lives. He will never leave us, even if we left Him. He is always there for us, even if we are not always there for Him. But most of all, He is not in the strong winds, or in earthquakes or fires of life, but usually in the ordinary whispering sounds of life.  So be humble enough to stoop down in order to listen to Him speaking again.